Heh, enjoy doing things with family as much as you can. Trust me... I don't have as good as a relationship with my parents now as I wish I have. I kinda pushed them off and feel really bad about it. And I realized recently, that because of that I had the worst year of my life in 2007. Long story, and don't feel like saying it all, don't have time to write a novel. I did make a nice little poem though about feelings towards the death of someone, about the crying isn't mainly because you knew them and will miss them, but rather because you didn't get to know them well enough. Long story short, I was the most depressed kid you woulda ever met last year mainly, not only, but mainly because I never had a good relationship with my family, I locked myself in my room to stay away from crap. (I'm mainly talking to your 'Sadly' statement)